Post by Struth on Oct 1, 2021 7:56:51 GMT 8
Up until the mid 1990's I was able to hide my Nazism from everyone , including myself.
So good at hiding it was I, that I had actually deluded myself as well.
I truly believed I wasn't a Nazi!
I thought I hated Nazis with all the fibre of my being, as being a student of history, I knew socialism was pure evil, and the Nazis were national SOCIALISTS.
It was in their name, and they controlled all means of production and every aspect of life was controlled by centralised government.
So I actually thought they were socialists!
Ignorant and in denial, I thought I was politically, directly opposed to all Socialism stood for.
Nevertheless, it was all history I mused, and there were days, sometimes weeks, where my life went on and the government and politics never sprang to mind.
Not once.
True.....true!
I didn't talk about government to people, nor rave on about politics , and merrily went around ignorant of what I truly was.
Delusional, to say the least.
But once Pt Arthur occurred and the guns were taken from the people, I found it harder and harder to delude myself that I wasn't a Nazi.
After all, if I was a peace loving, law abiding citizen of a Christian based western democracy, why did I need disarming?
Of course, early days, I still refused to believe I was a Nazi.
Time went on, and although I never changed my ways, and went about life working and paying taxes, I found myself ever more confronted by those in government and of the left (but I repeat myself) trying to let me know that I was in fact, a racist.
A white supremacist.
A ..........NAZI
It sure was a shock to me, but also to my aboriginal friends.
But here I was, being confronted because of my skin colour, which I now know, made me a racist.
To be honest, and you may find this hard to believe, but back then, I found that logic to be hypocritical, insane racism in itself.
That was back then.
A long time ago.
Judging me by the colour of my skin and not the content of my character was how I believed things should be.
I was applying this principle to all those I came in contact with.
It was a sick doctrine made famous by a black white supremacist.
Look I'm sorry if that made you spit your Latte all over your keyboard, but this is not easy for me to type either.
The truth can be shocking.
I was to learn that I could only think I wasn't racist while being white, because I was privileged.
If I had white skin I was a racist.
My white skin and the privileges it brings was akin to being a blonde in 1930's Germany.
You know, Nazi Germany.
Holy shit, I had blonde hair!!!
Just as I was trying to come to terms with this, as it was getting harder to look in the mirror to shave my disgusting , privileged white skin, I was confronted with another truth.
I was also a misogynist.
How did I know?
I will admit this now, although, as stated above, this is not easy for me.....
I had looked at my watch while a woman talked to me.
I shamefully thought nothing of it at the.. time.
I kept working , and stupidly thought my taxes were going to the government to help them build hospitals roads and schools for the betterment of all and to build a better quality of life for my offspring.
Thank god, er , I mean thank the left, they knew better how to spend it.
This is how deluded you can become as a Nazi still in denial.
But my eyes were starting to be opened.
Yes, my white western skin had caused the climate to change from cold to warm and back to cold again, as if it were something the climate had been doing for millions of years.
Western democracies burning coal causes catastrophic glow-ball warming, and yet, here were my fellow white Honkies, doing just that.
Everybody except me, knew that if you want to burn coal and not destroy the planet, you must do it in a communist country.
China doesn't cause an ounce of global warming.
The science is settled, and it was hitting me like a hockey stick graph.
So, obviously, those saving the planet from certain death via capitalism, gave my taxes to people who claim they can fix the mess I've made and save the world from Nazis westerners like me.
Thank god,,,.... er ..the left, they didn't let me know, as back then I would have thought they were wrong, and quite frankly corrupt criminals for doing so.
I would have even called them traitors.
See how the "national" part of National Socialist, was in my natural white skin D&A all along?
Just like Hitler, I had believed in nations because without a border, democracy can not operate based on where people are, but only who people are....which isn't democracy, at all.
And we all know how a dictator loves democracy.
From about 2010 onwards, more and more were openly discussing my terrible white deeds and confronting me with them, but I STILL refused to believe I was a Nazi.
For god sake, I thought, my wife is of Jewish stock, how can I be a Nazi?
But as I came to realise, rightly, I had to be welcomed and permitted by other races to be on land I thought was part of my own nation, (how arrogant of me) and while my work place held training seminars explaining why everyone employed in the future should be anyone except for Nazis like me, it continued to get more difficult to deny my Nazi breeding.
Then came the terrible day back in February 2020, when my freedom loving government imprisoned me, to stop me doing anymore harm by working or taking my family on holidays to see their Nanna and Grandpa interstate.
Our country certainly didn't need people like me travelling overseas exposing the fact that they still had white skinned Nazi extremists holding Australian passports.
I understand that now.
For years I ignorantly believed I wasn't a Nazi, and now must accept the punishment dished out to me by people who have finally and understandably, after years of frustration watching me prosper, love and live, work hard, pay taxes, even embrace my interstate parents whenever I wished to visit them, eat meat and trade with cash, without guilt, taken matters into their own hands to save the planet from the white skinned western Nazis like me.
As I shamefully admit I was one of those who would not have offered myself up for imprisonment, poverty and death, so of course they needed to go outside the rule of law, and take control by using stasi storm troopers, because the capitalist Nazis of the west, would not burn coal under a communist flag willingly.
And the only way to save the planet is to burn coal on communist soil.
Then It happened.
I saw the stasi chasing down unarmed peaceful protestors opposing these obviously necessary steps being taken, and righteously firing rubber bullets at them from point blank range.
Those poor members of the stasi being made to fire on all those brown, white, Muslim and Asian Nazis many dressed in union clothes and calling themselves union members and refusing to take their mandated lethal injection to save the planet.
Selfish Nazis.
Unwilling to sacrifice their own lives even when the good people in government have mandated it.
You couldn't deny it any longer.
They were Nazis.
I was a Nazi, because as they were being fired upon, I , a grown man, wept uncontrollably.
My Nazi regime had been defeated, by the good global communists who were doing this for everyone's benefit.
To really reinforce I was a Nazi, the science came back settled, and science has never been settled until now, so how can you doubt it?
It was stated as fact by John Setka and the MSM morning shows, quite scientifically.
I was a Nazi..
If brown muslim trade unionists can be Nazis, who was I kidding?
All of these years, I haven't changed a political view regarding democracy and freedom, and while these views were considered absolutely average and most people held those views.........it has taken a good 30 years of bashing me about the head with socialist scientific righteousness before I realised I was a Nazi.
Der!
I have been in denial all along, because to be honest, if somebody had told me that all people with the same skin color think the same I would have laughed.
Can't get much more Nazi than that.
Soon the Toowoomba quarantine concentration camp will be finished and I rightly, must accept my fate.
Will I be taken their by rail?
I wonder what the showers are like?
So good at hiding it was I, that I had actually deluded myself as well.
I truly believed I wasn't a Nazi!
I thought I hated Nazis with all the fibre of my being, as being a student of history, I knew socialism was pure evil, and the Nazis were national SOCIALISTS.
It was in their name, and they controlled all means of production and every aspect of life was controlled by centralised government.
So I actually thought they were socialists!
Ignorant and in denial, I thought I was politically, directly opposed to all Socialism stood for.
Nevertheless, it was all history I mused, and there were days, sometimes weeks, where my life went on and the government and politics never sprang to mind.
Not once.
True.....true!
I didn't talk about government to people, nor rave on about politics , and merrily went around ignorant of what I truly was.
Delusional, to say the least.
But once Pt Arthur occurred and the guns were taken from the people, I found it harder and harder to delude myself that I wasn't a Nazi.
After all, if I was a peace loving, law abiding citizen of a Christian based western democracy, why did I need disarming?
Of course, early days, I still refused to believe I was a Nazi.
Time went on, and although I never changed my ways, and went about life working and paying taxes, I found myself ever more confronted by those in government and of the left (but I repeat myself) trying to let me know that I was in fact, a racist.
A white supremacist.
A ..........NAZI
It sure was a shock to me, but also to my aboriginal friends.
But here I was, being confronted because of my skin colour, which I now know, made me a racist.
To be honest, and you may find this hard to believe, but back then, I found that logic to be hypocritical, insane racism in itself.
That was back then.
A long time ago.
Judging me by the colour of my skin and not the content of my character was how I believed things should be.
I was applying this principle to all those I came in contact with.
It was a sick doctrine made famous by a black white supremacist.
Look I'm sorry if that made you spit your Latte all over your keyboard, but this is not easy for me to type either.
The truth can be shocking.
I was to learn that I could only think I wasn't racist while being white, because I was privileged.
If I had white skin I was a racist.
My white skin and the privileges it brings was akin to being a blonde in 1930's Germany.
You know, Nazi Germany.
Holy shit, I had blonde hair!!!
Just as I was trying to come to terms with this, as it was getting harder to look in the mirror to shave my disgusting , privileged white skin, I was confronted with another truth.
I was also a misogynist.
How did I know?
I will admit this now, although, as stated above, this is not easy for me.....
I had looked at my watch while a woman talked to me.
I shamefully thought nothing of it at the.. time.
I kept working , and stupidly thought my taxes were going to the government to help them build hospitals roads and schools for the betterment of all and to build a better quality of life for my offspring.
Thank god, er , I mean thank the left, they knew better how to spend it.
This is how deluded you can become as a Nazi still in denial.
But my eyes were starting to be opened.
Yes, my white western skin had caused the climate to change from cold to warm and back to cold again, as if it were something the climate had been doing for millions of years.
Western democracies burning coal causes catastrophic glow-ball warming, and yet, here were my fellow white Honkies, doing just that.
Everybody except me, knew that if you want to burn coal and not destroy the planet, you must do it in a communist country.
China doesn't cause an ounce of global warming.
The science is settled, and it was hitting me like a hockey stick graph.
So, obviously, those saving the planet from certain death via capitalism, gave my taxes to people who claim they can fix the mess I've made and save the world from Nazis westerners like me.
Thank god,,,.... er ..the left, they didn't let me know, as back then I would have thought they were wrong, and quite frankly corrupt criminals for doing so.
I would have even called them traitors.
See how the "national" part of National Socialist, was in my natural white skin D&A all along?
Just like Hitler, I had believed in nations because without a border, democracy can not operate based on where people are, but only who people are....which isn't democracy, at all.
And we all know how a dictator loves democracy.
From about 2010 onwards, more and more were openly discussing my terrible white deeds and confronting me with them, but I STILL refused to believe I was a Nazi.
For god sake, I thought, my wife is of Jewish stock, how can I be a Nazi?
But as I came to realise, rightly, I had to be welcomed and permitted by other races to be on land I thought was part of my own nation, (how arrogant of me) and while my work place held training seminars explaining why everyone employed in the future should be anyone except for Nazis like me, it continued to get more difficult to deny my Nazi breeding.
Then came the terrible day back in February 2020, when my freedom loving government imprisoned me, to stop me doing anymore harm by working or taking my family on holidays to see their Nanna and Grandpa interstate.
Our country certainly didn't need people like me travelling overseas exposing the fact that they still had white skinned Nazi extremists holding Australian passports.
I understand that now.
For years I ignorantly believed I wasn't a Nazi, and now must accept the punishment dished out to me by people who have finally and understandably, after years of frustration watching me prosper, love and live, work hard, pay taxes, even embrace my interstate parents whenever I wished to visit them, eat meat and trade with cash, without guilt, taken matters into their own hands to save the planet from the white skinned western Nazis like me.
As I shamefully admit I was one of those who would not have offered myself up for imprisonment, poverty and death, so of course they needed to go outside the rule of law, and take control by using stasi storm troopers, because the capitalist Nazis of the west, would not burn coal under a communist flag willingly.
And the only way to save the planet is to burn coal on communist soil.
Then It happened.
I saw the stasi chasing down unarmed peaceful protestors opposing these obviously necessary steps being taken, and righteously firing rubber bullets at them from point blank range.
Those poor members of the stasi being made to fire on all those brown, white, Muslim and Asian Nazis many dressed in union clothes and calling themselves union members and refusing to take their mandated lethal injection to save the planet.
Selfish Nazis.
Unwilling to sacrifice their own lives even when the good people in government have mandated it.
You couldn't deny it any longer.
They were Nazis.
I was a Nazi, because as they were being fired upon, I , a grown man, wept uncontrollably.
My Nazi regime had been defeated, by the good global communists who were doing this for everyone's benefit.
To really reinforce I was a Nazi, the science came back settled, and science has never been settled until now, so how can you doubt it?
It was stated as fact by John Setka and the MSM morning shows, quite scientifically.
I was a Nazi..
If brown muslim trade unionists can be Nazis, who was I kidding?
All of these years, I haven't changed a political view regarding democracy and freedom, and while these views were considered absolutely average and most people held those views.........it has taken a good 30 years of bashing me about the head with socialist scientific righteousness before I realised I was a Nazi.
Der!
I have been in denial all along, because to be honest, if somebody had told me that all people with the same skin color think the same I would have laughed.
Can't get much more Nazi than that.
Soon the Toowoomba quarantine concentration camp will be finished and I rightly, must accept my fate.
Will I be taken their by rail?
I wonder what the showers are like?
